I'm struggling so bad atm to find motivation to do anything...
Added 2021-07-07 11:24:49 +0000 UTCI'm struggling so bad atm to find motivation to do anything. Im a good actress after faking a smile for a long time in a horrible relationship, so can seem like im doing well so often, when actually im exshausted, I'm low, im anxious, and im struggling to find motivation for things. Atm it means my content i love to make normally is severely lacking. I love streaming but feel to numb to feel like i can put all my effort in to it. Mental health can suck so much at times when your in a middle place of your not Amazing but your also not bad enough to be deem worthy for help
