After not even three weeks - Paul came back. He apologized..
Added 2024-06-10 22:28:21 +0000 UTCAfter not even three weeks - Paul came back. He apologized, and I think he truly felt it. He had left her wife, and was in the process of a divorce. He realized how happy he was with me, and wanted me back. I, sadly, didn't love him anymore. Not because of pride or anything - I truly and simply didn't feel love. I had tasted love, and I wasn't going to accept anything _similar_ to it. I love freedom, I love support, I love company - and I love love! I'm not alone anymore, I don't need a "man to rescue me". Next time I'm with someone, it will be *purely* out of love. I will be able to take care of myself, I will keep (and offer) all the freedom in the world, and have threesomes, and adventures, and orgies - and then, we'll go home, order McDonald's, and watch our fav show/anime of the moment. Because that's love for me - happiness. If you don't make me happy, or I don't make you happy, why bother?
